**Update: If you previously tried to watch the video, try again; it should be working now.**

When they asked Abby Grace to be an angel in the Christmas play at our church this year, they had no idea that they were getting two participants: Abby as an angel and her mommy as a director. I really don't know what is wrong with me, but I could only stay quiet for about two minutes before I started moving wisemen to their "new" places and telling Mary how to sweetly give Baby Jesus a kiss during "O Little Town of Bethlehem." Don't get me wrong; the original directors of the play did an amazing job; I just had opinions that had to be shared! So before I knew it, I was eating, sleeping, and breathing the Christmas play, literally. One night, I actually went to bed only to find myself up again about an hour later making a list of things to tell the kids, costume concerns, and staging ideas. Then there was the morning that I danced around our living room, one person playing the parts of 20, singing and directing as I went, trying to make sure everything was just perfect. Fortunately, Jeremy was not home because he would have truly commited me to the looney bin! But enough about my obsession and love of this project. How did Abby Grace fit into the whole picture?
Well, she too had identity issues throughout the past three weeks (in part certainly because of me). Her primary position was that of "mini director," flailing her arms around telling people where to go, tugging on my leg to tell me, "Mama, wiseman move; he move!!" (he was supposed to stay in his place and NOT move), and giving dear sweet Mary a demonstration on how to take care of Baby Jesus. And her enthusiasm, oh her enthusiasm! If only every child, and adult for that matter, could share such excitement about the birth of our Savior. When she wasn't directing, Abby was prancing about with her candle (battery-operated) raised high, smile on her face, and singing. I am amazed at how well she actually learned the songs, especially for a 2 1/2 year old.
The whole time, there was some question as to what Abby would actually do when it came time for the play. Upon entering, you could see her little eyes scanning the congregation as she crept in my direction, piling into my lap. When it was time for the angels to do their part, though, up onto the stage she went; it was time to perform! She spent the rest of the play singing and dancing and wandering, only to flit by her place, with a slight glance of acknowledgement, one time. If you know me well, you know this was difficult for me to watch because I wanted everyone to do what they were supposed to. On the other hand, though, I thought it was the absolute sweetest thing and I was so proud of her for participating.
Below is a short video of part of the play if you are interested. You will need to pause the music at the bottom of our blog so you can hear the music (and Abby singing) in the video.
Finally, I would like to comment that as cute as the play was and as much fun as we had doing it, I think the most important thing is what Abby Grace actually took away from it. For one thing, I believe she is starting to understand the whole reason that we celebrate Christmas. At least, she talks about Baby Jesus a whole lot these days and mentions that he was at her church in the "grass hay"...leaving me to insert teachable moments into the conversation. The other thing she picked up is hillarious. At the end of the play, the kids shouted, "AMEN!" followed by a bow. So after our prayer before dinner a couple of nights ago, Abby shouted, "Amen. Bow!"
As always, thank you for letting me share my stories with you all.